I've been rehearsing a comeback to this little space of mine for quite a some time, in fact, this entry was mean to be posted at may 15th, so you can get a picture, right? The word is that, I have been back in SL, but not in full terms (sadly), I just come to keep up with my assignment such as store modeling and my turtles, but I cannot avoid the thoughts of doing, building up something and be an active part of SL, thus not being paid account and able to add up some cash sucks, lol. I am constantly thinking of either making poses, or hair, or even get back to clothing design, which are the skills I have been experimented in during all this years online, but thoughts are toughts and it takes some efforts, actions, to make it happen, isn' it?
That's is, this is me for now and see you next time!
Showing posts with label first life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label first life. Show all posts
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Sunday, December 6, 2009
There are moments in your life that you manage to make the most stupid choice you could ever do. That wasn't different for me.
I was (ok, I still am) in this absurd SL addiction, like if it wasn't enough to be there everyday I had to be logged for near 12 hours (even more) a day. Some may find it absurd others not so much, and some may even relate (adds insane *lol* here), the thing is that is was indeed spending lots of hours and I had a wake up call from my parents and sister and that leaded me to make a self-intervention promising them that "I would never play that again" and come on idn't there a say about "never say never?" well I totaly fit in that situation.
As December rose I decided to have a look on sl incognito with my alt account trying to see if I could make it online in less than 5/6 hours (my dream healthy usage time of SL) and so far... I only managed to spend more than that and also to get caught by my younger sister (ouch).
Now I've been living a lie and I am no way comfortable with that, I mean, it was better when my family knew I was in SL and I could afk and brb peacefuly, it's not fun to log out all of sudden. Feels like when you're drinking hidden and someone opens the door house and you drop all the beverage down the toilet.
Now I am after a job and with that my hopes of getting back to SL and work on that healthy usage time may come true.
P.S.: I really apologise for wrong spelling, grammar, etc... I just wrote as I felt.
I was (ok, I still am) in this absurd SL addiction, like if it wasn't enough to be there everyday I had to be logged for near 12 hours (even more) a day. Some may find it absurd others not so much, and some may even relate (adds insane *lol* here), the thing is that is was indeed spending lots of hours and I had a wake up call from my parents and sister and that leaded me to make a self-intervention promising them that "I would never play that again" and come on idn't there a say about "never say never?" well I totaly fit in that situation.
As December rose I decided to have a look on sl incognito with my alt account trying to see if I could make it online in less than 5/6 hours (my dream healthy usage time of SL) and so far... I only managed to spend more than that and also to get caught by my younger sister (ouch).
Now I've been living a lie and I am no way comfortable with that, I mean, it was better when my family knew I was in SL and I could afk and brb peacefuly, it's not fun to log out all of sudden. Feels like when you're drinking hidden and someone opens the door house and you drop all the beverage down the toilet.
Now I am after a job and with that my hopes of getting back to SL and work on that healthy usage time may come true.
P.S.: I really apologise for wrong spelling, grammar, etc... I just wrote as I felt.
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